In the words of the great sculptor Rodin, “Nothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely.” Back when I was in college, life seemed to fall into place effortlessly. But as graduation loomed, a wave of uncertainty washed over me. The assumption that a ‘good job’ would simply materialize post-graduation crumbled before me, leaving me adrift in a sea of unknowns.
I decided to attend a career workshop in hopes of gaining some clarity. We explored our passions and strengths, yet the workshop fell short in guiding us towards translating these insights into tangible opportunities. Frustration mounted as I struggled to convert ideas into actions, and I found myself lost, unsure of who to turn to for guidance.
For the following three years, I floated between various menial jobs, sustained by a dwindling inheritance from my father. While the bills were covered, the cushion was thinning, and a meaningful career remained elusive. Then, a glimmer of inspiration came my way. Word had it that reliable house cleaners were in demand. While I may not have possessed exceptional skills, I could, at the very least, clean a house.
Thus began my venture into the world of housecleaning. Despite its perks – decent pay, flexible hours, and being my own boss – I despised the work. A notion began to take shape: perhaps a career in professional sales held the key to success. Ignoring my lack of interest, I clung to the belief that I could excel in this field.
As I scoured job listings for my path to becoming the Sales Queen, impatience gnawed at me. Cleaning houses felt beneath my potential and achievements as a distinguished university graduate. I shared my frustration with a wise friend who shifted my perspective. She urged me to use the opportunity for introspection and suggested meditation.
Unfamiliar with meditation, I embraced the concept and integrated mindfulness into my cleaning routine. Dusting became an exercise in appreciating the sensation of cloth against wood; scrubbing the bathtub became a study in persistence against soap scum. This shift in focus transformed my life. Mindful cleaning led to personal growth; anger diminished, and I learned to appreciate the wonder within my circumstances.
A pivotal spring day arrived when I interviewed for a professional sales role. The meeting went well, and an offer seemed imminent. Yet, as I walked to my car, I knew I couldn’t accept it. Sales wasn’t my calling; my true desire was to aid others in navigating life’s challenges and uncertainties.
For years, this aspiration lingered as a distant dream, suppressed by my own issues. However, I evolved, embracing my authentic self. The era of Zen House cleaning concluded when I embarked on a journey to become a bilingual vocational teacher. This path led me to meaningful work within the federal prison system, then into the role of a social worker, ultimately enabling me to assist individuals in securing meaningful employment.
Within each of us resides profound wisdom. Even when life appears stagnant, an intricate process unfolds within us. How do we tap into this process and let it guide us? The answer lies in the simplicity of the present moment. Pause, feel your breath, and immerse yourself in the now. This moment holds more truth than thoughts about the past or future.
In this very instant, amidst the stillness, your heart’s voice emerges. Is it urging you to release anger, fear, or sorrow? By shedding unnecessary emotions, you unveil your true desires. This transformation transpires effortlessly, without force. Your everyday actions can be a form of meditation. Offer genuine attention to your current task, and it will organically lead you toward your heart’s destination.
